Wednesday, 7 December 2011

A long day, a sad day and a happy day too..

Brrrr isn't it cold, that was the first thing that came to mind as that is what me and my body have been thinking all day lol..
Today was my partners uncles funeral. I t was a lovely service, i thought my legs were going to give way while i was standing at one point but i supported the back of my knees on the bench and remained standing. It was a long day for me, it hits you again and reminds you that you are not like you once were. I find it hard not to be able to help with the things i used to,I wanted to go up to a few people today and give them a hug but was unable to as i had my stick in one hand and my other hand was swollen and sore and lifted my arm up too much caused pain in shoulder and elbows,, got me quite frustrated. I also wanted to help with food but couldn't, couldn't even get my own plate of food lol.. i dunno why i'm laughing out loud, suppose if i don't i'll end up crying again, and in that case i'd be crying everyday lol..
Am very tired, but the day was lovely, it was the perfect send off for a man loved by so many.
Bed it is for me now, i need to get warm and comfy , and as snug as a bug in a rug...xx

1 comment:

  1. Just found your blog! I love your spirit--I also deal with PsA and can relate to a lot of what you say. Looking forward to reading more from you!