Day 3 of i can hardly walk.
I have spent 3 days upstairs in the bedroom as i have no bathroom downstairs, as i am struggling walking up and down the stairs it is just easier upstairs. I do feel i am away from the world, confind to a small space, but what choice do i have when my body will not let me walk pain free.
My hips are throbbing, my left more so, every step i take the pain in my hip, lower back and sometimes pain up my spine is ouch ouch ouch.
I am surprised i not got sores on me bum for sitting down for so long lol.. The pain is not so bad sitting down, i can deal with it, walking is just so difficult.
My partner came home from work yesterday, took one look at me and said i need to go to A&E, i tried to explain to him that going to hospital is not going to help, they cant cure my arthritis and make me walk.He said well something needs to be done as you cant be like this forever.. I could see his frustration, but its so hard to explai things to him, he sees me suffering and in pain, and he cant help , but wants the medical profession too, if it was only that easy.. i wish..Not being able to walk properly restricts everything, and its days like these that i feel lonely and isolated, i am away from everyone, like being grounded lol..
Today i am due to go to 2 school shows, my niece and nephew have a tea day at school and they raise money for charity, which i said i would go to and my daughter has her performing arts production at school which i am definately going to, but its going to be hard and i am going to have to grin and bear it as i cant let arther beat me today, i wont let it beat me today...